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2029-12-31 10:00 am

Stickie introductory post

Characters frequently appearing in this drama:
  • I - your humble narrator, sometime writer, poet, and translator, also journaling as [personal profile] lnhammer and [personal profile] prettygoodword (online pronouns: he/him/his)
  • Janni - spouse and writer (online pronouns: she/her/her)
  • Eaglet - nom de internet of our child, formerly known as TBD, not yet a writer (online pronouns: they/them/their)

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larryhammer: a wisp of colored smoke, label: "softly and suddenly vanished away" (disappeared)
2026-03-23 07:44 am
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“it’s not far down to paradise / at least it’s not for me / if the wind is right you can sail away”

For Poetry Monday:

Suicide’s Note, Langston Hughes

The calm,
Cool face of the river
Asked me for a kiss.


---L.

Subject quote from Sailing, Christopher Cross.
larryhammer: a symbol used in a traditional Iceland magic spell of protection (protection)
2026-03-19 08:52 am
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“what’s it all for / you better live now / before the grim reaper come knocking on your door”

Holy crap, how did I only notice this AFTER posting yesterday’s links?!? The people who brought us Krill Waves Radio posted at the start of last April a 1-hour mix of skeleton shrimp to headbanging to instrumental metal, under the Kriller Waves Radio label.

People. They just invented Brinecore. As an April Fools joke.

And it RULES.

---L.

Subject quote from Let’s Go Crazy, Prince and the Revolution.
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-03-18 07:09 am
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“like a wire on a spool i keep on unrolling / a single thread that seems to unwind and unwind”

A few more musical links:

Funk covers of Linkin Park hits. The happy kind of funk. (via YT sidebar)

Tiny Puppet Sound spins up a 1-hour set of French house in a Korean workplace breakroom. Puppet DJ = joy. (via)

Tycho’s Burning Man sunrise mix for 2025: Joie de Vivre. Hopeful like the sunrise. (via following Tycho)

(Meanwhile, I’m glad to see that Krill Waves Radio is still putting out the chill.)

---L.

Subject quote from Been Undone, Peter Gabriel.
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-03-17 07:43 am
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“the air so heavy and dry/ strange voices are saying (what do they say)/ things i can’t understand”

This famous post is doing the rounds again:
my favorite thing i’ve learned in college is that way back in ancient china there was this poet/philosopher guy who wrote this whole pretentious poem about how enlightened he was that was like “the eight winds cannot move me” blahblahblah and he was really proud of it so he sent it to his friend who lived across the lake and then his friend sends it back and just writes “FART” (or the ancient Chinese equivalent) on it and the guy was SO MAD he travels across the lake to chew his friend out and when he gets there his friend says “wow. the eight winds cannot move you, but one fart sends you across the lake”
This story is so Chinese.

It’s a real incident, btw: the guy was Su Shi, a Song dynasty poet/artist/essayist/statesman sometimes better known by his art name Su Dongpo, the "friend" was his Chan (Zen) master Foyin, the abbot of a temple across the lake where he was staying, and 屁 means both “fart” and (idiomatically) “nonsense.” Very Zen.

Edit to clarify: Foyin was not just a friend but Su Shi's master, who taught him meditation. Which means my man was crossing the lake to chew out his Zen master, and somehow thought this was going to go well for him. Smh.

---L.

Subject quote from Cruel Summer, Bananarama.
larryhammer: a wisp of colored smoke, label: "softly and suddenly vanished away" (disappeared)
2026-03-16 07:39 am
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“the moon and the stars / were the gifts you gave / to the dark, and the endless skies”

For Poetry Monday:

The evening darkens over,” Robert Bridges

The evening darkens over
After a day so bright
The windcapt waves discover
That wild will be the night.
There’s sound of distant thunder.

The latest sea-birds hover
Along the cliff’s sheer height;
As in the memory wander
Last flutterings of delight,
White wings lost on the white.

There’s not a ship in sight;
And as the sun goes under
Thick clouds conspire to cover
The moon that should rise yonder.
Thou art alone, fond lover.


While Bridges was Poet Laureate 1913-30, I confess I mostly think of him as Hopkins’s university friend and literary executor.

---L.

Subject quote from The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face, written by Ewan MacColl, sung by Peggy Seeger. (Roberta Flack covered it later.)
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-03-12 09:43 am
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“windshield wipers slapping time holding bobby’s hand in mine / we sang every song that driver knew”

A few musical links, from various traditions:

A 1-hour mix of Chinese lofi tracks from Lofi Girl. Excellent. (via)

A 1-hour mix of jazz arrangements of traditional Iranian music. There’s lots more on the channel. Dig it. (via YT sidebar)

A 2-hour mix of the Pokémon Red/Blue soundtrack covered as Japanese jazz fusion. Ooo-kay then. (via YT sidebar)

---L.

Subject quote from Me and Bobby McGee, Janis Joplin.
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-03-10 07:41 am
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“got to be good-looking because he’s so hard to see / come together right now over me”

Speaking of Sayers’ writing ability, as a name of a Victorian bust decorating an Oxford college hall, the Reverend Melchisedek Entwistle is just about pitch perfect.

(Gaudy Night, end of chapter 9)

(Yes, I did have to look up who Melchizedek was.)

---L.

Subject quote from Come Together, The Beatles.
larryhammer: a woman wearing a chain mail hoodie, label: "chain mail is sexy" (chain mail is sexy)
2026-03-09 08:13 am
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“all i’m asking in return, honey / is to give me my propers when you get home”

For Poetry Monday:

She Says, Being Forbidden:, Leonora Speyer

And was there not a king somewhere who said:
“Back, waves! I do command you!” I forget
His name, beloved, or his race, and yet
I know the story and am comforted.
The tides will rise, are rising—see, they spread
About your robes, your ermine will be wet,
Your velvet shoes, your dear dear feet! Ah let
Me warn you, sir, the waves will reach your head!

My king, my kingly love, how shall we stay
The bold broad lifting of this lovely sea?
What is the master word that we must say
To bring these roaring waters to the knee?
The other king went scampering away!
Will you so do? Or will you drown with me?


Hat-tip to [personal profile] conuly. Ah, Cnut, we hardly recall ye. This is from Speyer’s 1926 collection Fiddler’s Farewell, which won the Pulitzer Prize for Poetry.

---L.

Subject quote from Respect, Aretha Franklin.
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-03-04 07:25 am
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“sit down girl! i think i love you! / no get up, girl! show me what you can do!”

Have His Carcase has one of the classic opening paragraphs of literature:
The best remedy for a bruised heart is not, as so many people seem to think, repose upon a manly bosom. Much more efficacious are honest work, physical activity, and the sudden acquisition of wealth. After being acquitted of murdering her lover, and, indeed, in consequence of that acquittal, Harriet Vane found all three specifics abundantly at her disposal; and although Lord Peter Wimsey, with a touching faith in tradition, persisted day in and day out in presenting the bosom for her approval, she showed no inclination to recline upon it.
That’s up there with Pride and Prejudice.

---L.

Subject quote from ABC, Jackson 5.
larryhammer: a wisp of colored smoke, label: "softly and suddenly vanished away" (disappeared)
2026-03-02 07:53 am
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“your loneliness / like a heartbeat drives you crazy / in the stillness of remembering”

For Poetry Monday:

The Llano Estacado, John Poch

How much soil do you plow to soothe a conscience?
If you’re a staked plains, dry-land, long view man:
a sky’s worth. Some even sow the dry playa
mid-summer with sorghum, the cotton plowed under
after early hail. Thus, not every farmer keeps
an old broken homestead sacred as a graveyard.
Today, no Sharpshin on a pivot for an omen,
no stoic farmer on a turn-row changing water.

Among a little wind grit, in a grid on a grid, somewhere
like the crossroads of outer space and Earth, Texas,
a handful of ragged elms withstand a long sway
of heat and wind. These old guards of a home haunt
the field but wither even as ghosts must. Honor them
with a walk among homesick bricks, and prophesy good.


First published in Poetry issue July/August 2009. The Llano Estacado is a large mesa/plateau in west Texas and easternmost New Mexico, extending from Amarillo through Lubbock and down to Odessa. The name is often translated as “staked plain,” with a folk etymologies explaining that its dry grassland is so featureless that Native Americans supposedly put up markers to guide their way (and Coronado famously did find it confusing), but the actual origin is probably “stockaded/palisaded plain,” referring to the escarpments of its eastern and western edges. The sharp-shinned hawk is a common small hawk of the region. The elms, which are not native, would have been grown by a former homesteader by irrigation from wells.

---L.

Subject quote from Dreams, Fleetwood Mac.
larryhammer: Yotsuba Koiwai running, label: "enjoy everything" (enjoy everything)
2026-02-24 08:10 am
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“all we have to do now / is take these lies and make them true somehow”

(I’ve no idea how much sense this will make if you don’t know the book in question.)

I’ve read Ursula K. Le Guin’s Always Coming Home many times—annually from when I was 16 till my mid-20s, and at least six times (probably more) since then. This time I made an experiment and read it out of order: I skipped Stone Telling’s first two sections until I reached her final section, then with greater social context read it all together, in a single day, before continuing on to the end.

I expected this to not work, but I was curious just how badly it wouldn’t work. The answer is, nowhere nearly as badly as reading chapters of The Dispossessed in internal chronological order, which utterly fails—that story is built around experiencing events in the order given. There is some loss of experience, as between her first and last sections there are pieces expecting you to have read her story beforehand (including a poem by Stone Telling), but it’s not as catastrophic as with The Dispossessed.

And now I know.

One thing that struck me this time: Pandora’s informant about Kesh medical practice is Alder of Chumo and Sinshan—the name Stone Telling’s husband had when she was still Woman Coming Home, who presumably found his third name, Stone Listening, at the same time she did. We don’t know exactly how long Pandora spent on her field studies, but that she has just the one informant suggests it wasn’t years upon years. And yet, the Archivist of the Madrone, when Pandora had only experienced enough of the Kesh to find their concepts of time confusing, knew of Stone Telling’s written narrative. Not a gotcha, but a hmmm.

I want to know more about Giver Ire’s daughter and Ire herself. They reappear more than anyone. Along with Thorn of Sinshan, they may be enough to constitute a reasonable Yuletide request.

(I still wonder how homosexual marriages, which are mentioned in passing only twice, work in practice in a tightly matrilocal culture.) (Pro tip to readers: the soundtrack of music and songs of the Kesh, which was included with the original publication on a cassette tape, is still available on Bandcamp.)

---L.

Subject quote from Freedom! ’90, George Michael.
larryhammer: animation of the kanji for four seasonal birds fading into each other in endless cycle (seasons)
2026-02-23 08:03 am
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“the day bleeds / into nightfall / and you’re not here / to get me through it all”

For Poetry Monday:

The Night Sky, Mary Webb

The moon, beyond her violet bars,
From towering heights of thunder-cloud,
Sheds calm upon our scarlet wars,
To soothe a world so small, so loud.
And little clouds like feathered spray,
Like rounded waves on summer seas,
Or frosted panes on a winter day,
Float in the dark blue silences.
Within their foam, transparent, white,
Like flashing fish the stars go by
Without a sound across the night.
In quietude and secrecy
The white, soft lightnings feel their way
To the boundless dark and back again,
With less stir than a gnat makes
In its little joy, its little pain.


(Hat tip to [personal profile] cmcmck.) Webb was a novelist and poet best known today as one of the authors parodied by Cold Comfort Farm.

---L.

Subject quote from Someone You Loved, Lewis Capaldi.
larryhammer: floral print origami penguin, facing left (Default)
2026-02-16 08:34 am
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“vuelvo al sur / como se vuelve siempre al amor, / vuelvo a vos / con mi deseo, con mi temor”

For Poetry Monday:

Tired, Langston Hughes

I am so tired of waiting.
Aren’t you,
For the world to become good
And beautiful and kind?
Let us take a knife
And cut the world in two—
And see what worms are eating
At the rind.


---L.

Subject quote from Vuelvo al Sur, Astor Piazzolla & Fernando Solanas, though I confess I prefer the Gotan Project cover.
larryhammer: floral print origami penguin, facing left (Default)
2026-02-06 08:43 am
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“life is very short and there’s no time / for fussing and fighting my friend”

I’m an aloha shirt kind of guy. Not all of my wardrobe is brightly floral—I need a few more subdued patterns for less informal occasions, such as starting work in an office where I haven’t confirmed aloha is acceptable business casual wear. But a fair number are, most of them tasteful.

This is mostly by temperament—they signal (though let me asterisk that * ) a laid-back temperament, which is both true and helps me through interactions with strangers. Mostly, as there’s also a practical component. I’ve mentioned this a couple times, but I come across IRL as taller than I do online: I’m 6'4" / 193cm. Finding men’s short-sleeve shirts that are long enough for my torso to stay tucked in is a challenge. (Paradoxically, it’s easier with long-sleeve shirts, as “long” sizes is a thing for those.) Aloha shirts, however, are designed to not be tucked in, and indeed look worse that way. Win!

But then there’s that asterisk: * I’m graying enough, both hair and goatee (which last I’ve been keeping for two years now), that I can sometimes be misidentified as a Boomer, and a Boomer in an aloha shirt signals a different temperament than a younger guy in one. I’m lean enough I don’t entirely lean into that stereotype, but still. I’m older Gen X and … touchy … about being mistaken for a Boomer.

The goatee is starting to annoy me in other ways, anyway, so maybe shaving it will help—it has the most white. Or I could, yanno, suck it up and deal. Be laid-back. Just like the shirts claim.

---L.

Subject quote from We Can Work It Out, The Beatles.
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2026-02-02 07:54 am
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“the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls / and tenement halls / and whispered”

For Poetry Monday:

No Such Thing As the Innocent Bystander, Andrea Gibson

Silence rides shotgun
wherever hate goes.


---L.

Subject quote from The Sounds of Silence, Simon & Garfunkel.
larryhammer: text: "space/time OTP: because their love is everything" (otp)
2026-01-27 07:56 am

“mars ain’t the kind of place to raise your kids/in fact it’s cold as hell and there’s no one there”

I’ve had this quote in my scratch file for a few years, waiting for me to find something to say about it. Except, I’ve got nothing that it doesn’t say itself, and better:
“Imaginative fiction trains people to be aware that there are other ways to do things, other ways to be; that there is not just one civilization, and it is good, and it is the way we have to be.” —Ursula K. Le Guin

---L.

Subject quote from Rocket Man, Elton John.
larryhammer: Chinese character for poetry, red on white background, translation in pale grey (Chinese poetry)
2026-01-23 10:08 am
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“It’s something when a unicorn thinks the butterfly names are too poetic.”

Chinese has a lot of suspiciously specific characters, most of them obscure, though in many cases the suspicion is because they’re the name of an object that’s no longer used, such as 铃, pronounced líng, which is a sort of bell used only for decorating an imperial carriage. And then there’s ones like my favorite: 虯, pronounced qiú, meaning a young dragon old enough to have grown horns.

There are characters that are more suspiciously specific, but this one, I keep circling back, inventing contexts that would require having a word for the concept. I mean, I can see farmers inventing shoat/shote so they can talk specifically about weaned pigs that are less than a year old, and getting them ready for market, but dragons aren’t farmed or hunted, or even fished.

虯 —that’s—huh. Yeah.

---L.

Subject quote from Safely You Deliver, Graydon Saunders.
larryhammer: floral print origami penguin, facing left (Default)
2026-01-21 07:19 am
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“you keep lying when you ought to be truthing / you keep saming when you ought to be changing”

A few links with quotation marks:

The amazingly complex palindrome poem that is “Armillary Sphere Chart” (璇璣圖), in which Su Hui (蘇蕙) (4th century CE) complains about her husband leaving her for another woman, plus many other topics. Wikipedia article. (via [personal profile] adore)

“Landslide,” but it’s about landslides. “Well I’ve been afraid of landslides / ’cause the ground falls down around you.” (via YT suggestion)

“Soda Pop” played on actual soda bottles. (via [personal profile] conuly)

---L.

Subject quote from These Boots Are Made For Walkin’, Nancy Sinatra.